This feeling of absolutely heartbroken due to my inability to say anything meaningful or do anything impactful, to simply help the sufferings that are happening angers me. I cannot help but force the loud voices inside me down and expose an empty spot of where my heart suppose to be, now rip open as it is not at all powerful as people intend for it to be. When the best thing I could do is cry, the tears turn black into the void of guilt and sadness.