You deserve to eat. You deserve to laugh. You deserve the passionate, grounding love you've been longing for.
You deserve rest.
You deserve to be heard.
You deserve all the good things your mind and body need and crave. You deserve to live a life that is fulfilling, even if, no, no matter if nobody else understands.
You are not your mother's voice in your head, calling you disgusting simply because you're hungry.
You are not your ex lover's constant reminders that you're only worth the bare minimum to them. You are not a pathetic almagation of failures and shortcomings.
You exist, and because you continue to exist and take up space in this world every day, you deserve whatever it takes to build a life that fulfills your soul. Don't apologize for that. You deserve it.