If you want to create art do it! Draw how you feel, paint your desires, and color your experiences. There is no bad art only ourselves being our harshest critics.
My sister was an artist, I used to watch her draw when I was four years old and steal her art to replicate it to see how she turned graphite into something amazing. When I started school I actively sought out books and people to show me how to expand my abilities. I practiced every day drawing on anything I could from tests to desks and even learning how to make clay so I could learn to sculpt. I escaped a hard home life and a stressful school life with my ability to turn ink, graphite, and paint into an extension of my thoughts and feelings.